End of love but i can't

what's wrong with my life ,i hate all about my life .
all is shitt ,i hate to remember all my stupid memory's
why i can't do . . i have to think that life can't make
anymore if we already dead ,i love him so much but
4 my life better if i forget all about him but it is impossible
to forget all , i know all people do mistake
i hope that all can forgive my mistake okeyh
don't think stupid about my life anymore please
i hope all can think positive to me and
please 4get all my negative story's  , i hope all that
hate me can understand my situation and i never hate people
i hope i can live without him and to him i hope you
know that i realy love you until end of my life
if you see i happy you are wrong dear because
my heart can't happy without you , maybe you can see me
with other people but 1 think that you have to remember
that i can't happy with other boy ,
and until i dead i will never 4get you because
you are my real love until end of my life
i hope you can understand me because i know
only you can understand my life . i know that you can't live
me like this and i know that you force your self to live me right  ,
never mine anything happen i don't mind anymore
but just 1 thing tht you have to remember
that i love you n i love n love u ermmm sorry